THE URGE OF DEATH

We seldom experience our soul unable to control the body and do not ever think the soul can lose control, unless we stop to think about it. The soul cannot stay sober if one decides to drink booze and gets weaker as you get drunker. If our soul could control our bodies no one would have to turn us on for sex, we would never get sick or die, we would never lose control to urges to hurt ourselves or others, we could turn of anger, get rid of hate, never get jealous, never drink or use tobacco. Because of politics, religion, the need to be equal, we fail to do honest research on who is the weaker sex when it comes to control, or what age loses control more easily, or what causes the loss of control. Like booze, when organs in our bodies fail, strange things happen and when those organs heal or are replaced with drugs, we cannot understand why we lost control, like PMS causes a loss of control to different degrees in different women. A death wish caused by mental illness, causes the brain to enter a confused state, you think of nothing but shutting off the switch, you don't even know why you want to die or care. Nothing can be said by anyone to keep you alive when you reach this stage. Hours later, if your still alive you start wondering why you waited so long to want to die and maybe you just can't remember why you wanted to live and decide to get help finding something worth living for. Most times getting medical drugs unclogs the confusion. You can think for yourself again. I know because I had a death wish. I do plan to do more research on the deathwish and will publish my findings here.